If you wonder at the ease of familiarity I have with Dr. Brian, consider that he is also, more or less, my neighbor. We live in a very small town in rural western Texas. Population 1,611 is what the sign says, but with the new census numbers coming out we're sure to strike a few off that number. Cotton farming doesn't exactly have the draw it once had, and our other major industry, gypsum wallboard manufacturing, has gotten so good at eliminating extraneous personnel that two jobs are eliminated roughly every year. I know this because Chuck works at the "gyp mill." For a quick Dirty Jobs rundown: gypsum rock - actual rock, mined from a nearby gypsum seam - is crushed and reconstituted into a slurry. From there it is poured onto huge rolls of paper and run through the kiln where it re-crystallizes and is cut into sheets of now-wallboard (you may know it as SHEETROCK® - we never call it that, as he doesn't work for the trademark-protector of that name, USG). It's hard work, with good insurance. Thank goodness.
After my meeting with Dr. Baker, I am quick to schedule an appointment with Dr. Brian. For a woman who had last been to a doctor for a muscle spasm some six years prior it's a bit overwhelming how quickly I became accustomed to the offices, the lab techs & their quest to find a good vein, the smells. (Before you ask, yes, I should've been in for at least a PAP. I will schedule one soon. That's my personal litany: "I will schedule one soon..." just as with any other prayer I feel the mere mention will stave off trouble.) With my health suddenly the primary focus of everything and everyone I begin to feel... old.
Awaiting my followup with Dr. Brian I google. Transverse Myelitis (TM) is a condition in which the immune system attacks the myelin sheath. Essentially a protective coating, the myelin sheath's job is to buffer the nerves in the spinal cord. TM causes this sheath to wear thin, exposing the nerves and allowing damage. I am nothing less than terrified and shocked to learn that TM can cause paralysis and permanent long-term damage. Once that sheath is gone, it's gone. And TM is frequently a precursor to an MS diagnosis. There is nothing here to soothe my fear. The best news I find is that of those who suffer from TM, about 1/3rd recover fully, 1/3rd recover to some extent, and 1/3rd see no significant recovery. I also learn that roughly 1,400 cases of TM are diagnosed each year in the United States. Surely, surely that stacks the odds against my having this disease.
My body has never gone off the beaten path before, always churning and chugging away at doing what it's meant to do so I turn my attention fully to B12, the e-cigarette, and the upcoming MRI.
